for a broken heart to heal? does it take longer if you have resentment and anger tossed in with it? in a blue mood tonight. i've come down with M's cold. i'm exhausted; this week took too much out of me. was hopping for a quiet day tomorrow of getting the house ready for Christmas and wrapping presents but i have discovered that not only am i out of tape but we are short one gift for B *sigh*. hopefully Jim can pick that up tomorrow and i can stay home.
so how long?? remembering holidays past isn't helping and have to admitt the anger gets stronger. ya i know-too deep of a post and too damn confusing and boring to read. what i hate the most is the anger i still feel-really surprises me too that it can just flare up inside me.